What Do I Owe You?

Hey, Laksh this side.

Probably forgot how I start my blogs. But here I am. Again.

So, what’s up with the title?
What do I owe you?
The truth.

This blog was supposed to be posted awhile back but as someone said, ‘ Humesha der kr deta hu’ 

Blogging has always been a big part of my life. From sharing blogs like “I am dying” three years ago to “Not gone… just adulting now”, this space has seen me through it all. And so have you. I feel if you’ve been a constant reader, there are a few things you deserve to know.

I’m starting something new.
A journey.

I don’t know where it leads, or maybe I do. It’s a journey with and of Laksh.
But why was it necessary to tell you this?

Because the version of me you’ve known , the one who bleeds honesty into words won't be the one in this journey . He is busy fighting battles I can’t name. From my lowest lows to receiving threats, I’ve lived a story in recent times that deserves a full telling... but not now. Not yet.

So what do we do till then?

We innovate.
We experiment.
We create.

Hey, I’m Laksh and this is my creator journey.
Yes. In the next 24 hours, I become a creator.
Not the Laksh you’ve read here. He's fighting, he’s healing. He’s surviving.
But the other Laksh ? He’s taking over.

We’ll try things. Fake it a little.

Because yes, we creators are fake

And you might see a glimpse of writer in those but here, in blogs we stay honest to our words.

I’m telling you this because I owe you the truth.

My blogs won’t change. This space stays real. Always. Because here, you’re not an audience.
You’re people. My people. 

So let's watch this creator perform while the writer reforms. Cause like I said in adulting giving up is never an option and everything we do is our choices and the choice we make today is 

'We Win'