This place always will always know it all first.

 This place always will always know it all first. 

So Hi. The year's ending in 28 mins and yes here I am sitting and writing a blog. 

So 2025 huh, the craziest year. It started on the best note felt this was the life I lead but fate had other plans. This was the arc our story needed, this was the arc that will change it all, this is the laksh who will win it all. My birthday blog showed you what all changed and this blog is about that too. 

We are changing the story again. Writer hu kuch toh fayda ho. In the next 24 hours the creator laksh,

hi' Laksh here; haha yes. He won't be here anymore. No more vlogs, no more voiceover. And yes, this is my last public blog too. This place will always be here and might post but no more blog link in bio and stories. Cause we are re writing the story again. No I am not in love nor have I got this inner spiritualness (ik that isn't a word) but it's time. To make it big, to build something of my own. like I said this place will always know it first. I am Building 

'Sutra'

it's an agency. Something I hated but isn't that what I said in my birthday blog, changing the things I don't like. I took it literally. Quit a well paying job, left another opportunity, and the most crucial step, leaving this place behind. But that's what it has always been, the urge to be the best, the urge to win it all. 

Last 2 months I have dedicated myself building this. No time for friends, family or even myself. Maybe thats what it takes, and I am gonna pay it all in full price. Cause after everything I’ve already paid, this feels like a bargain.. will always be grateful for this year, will always cherish this year. And maybe, just maybe, I’ll finally appreciate myself.

For being honest. For never regretting. For never lying to myself.

They call it toxic behavior.

But this is what will make me win it all, will make me look in the mirror eye to eye. 

Because one day, sitting across a café table, I’ll see someone familiar.
And I’ll smile.

Not because it was easy. But because I did it all. 

So yeah, Happy New Year.

P.S. I wish this blog was about all the achievements and happy parts of 2025 but this story is for some other day. My story is the honest one. The Difficult one. The one who will win it all. 

(a new poem is published)

-LD