Nights Without You

Nights Without You

Night is the time when all your emotions , thoughts keeps revolving around you . Sometimes these nights are so peaceful and lovely but most of the time we are left overthinking about everything going in our life . People think about struggles, failures, breakups, future and many more but all I think about is, You! I think about how beautiful our talks were, how you used to tell me to sleep as I have to attend lectures, how you were there with me to talk about my day ,how you made me happy after a fuck all day , how you appreciated even my small victory , how you lied to your family to talk to me , how you made me to wake up with happy a face everyday, how you made me feel so special and how you left me . I know it's been more than a year that we have spoken . But all I wanna say is, I am sorry . I am sorry for not being there for you , I am sorry for not giving you that importance you deserved , I am sorry for not realising your efforts , I am sorry I didn't ask how was your day ,I am sorry for taking you for granted ,I am sorry for making it all about me , I am sorry I let you go so easily .After all of these sleepless nights, I have realised what you meant to me.  . All these nights seem so lonely without you. All I wanna say is, I am changed . I know we might never get along in future but just remember I love you and I am always there whenever you need me .

'You are like the moon to my night , without you its dark' 

-LD