Letting go

 Letting go

It's been a long time since you smiled because of me, it's been a long time since you made me choose what outfit you will wear,  it's been a long time since you sent me pictures of you doing random shit, it's been long time since you left me....

Ohh sorry, you never left me. You were still there in my gallery, somewhere in my mind and everywhere in my heart. You are the kinda memory I would never erase but neither I would share that with people cause something as precious as that should always be in an oysters protected from the world, deep underground. 

But little did I knew there were many admirer of the pearl,

While you slipped away from me like water I still kept that oyster with me, out of love. 

Maybe I didn't knew that keeping the oyster was just leading me to a watery grave,

 Drowning in that deep ocean which looks beautiful at first but gets darker and darker as you lead.

I knew that keeping the oyster would destroy me into pieces but I knew the day you arrive I would turn into a Kintsugi.

But you never came and I will never be the same,

Maybe its time to let that oyster go, maybe its time for me to grow. 

But how?

But how do I let go of something so rare,
I asked the almighty, but all I got was a stare.

"She was a beautiful dream," he said with a sigh,
"But it's time to let her go and not to cry,

So, I am letting it go and set me free,
I Might not be Kintsugi, but I will still be a work of art made by thee. 

-LD